As age grows

Ten years ago, my late mother commented that I had become very quiet.
She recalled how talkative I am when I am at young age until teenage.
I talk even less nows a day.
will it be a day when I dont even bother to talk at all?

He have fought a good fight

a brother in Christ pass away recently.

when i first got the news, i was unable to respond to it.
we met last year at a 20 years anniversary gathering.
my thought went very slow in respond to this sad news.
i must attend his wake and hopefully by my present will
let his wife know that we care.

but, who are we the mortal to comfort the lost of a dear husband?
only He is able.

The Pain

6 young souls drown last saturday. News and pictures of these lost lives were one of the prominent feature in the daily news that i subscribe.

Every morning when I read the news, I just can't hold back my tears reading the report, especially how they lives shone and had impact their parents and friends. They had lived their lives to the fullest and their had left the footprints. They were deeply missed not only by parents and sibling but also the hearts of those who had came to contact with them.

My heart especially go out for the parents. I am a mother to 4. This pain will be part of them for the rest of their lives. They will just had to live with it.

a new year

a new year arrived quietly in the midst of busyness.

despite of that, we decide to go for a movie!

the last time i watched a movie was lord of the ring III!

feel very excited on the way to the theater. heart pumping like a young child driving by the parents to the movie!

wow! when was the last time i m having this kind of excitement? i can't remember. i would like to have this emotions back in my life again!